Work saved me...

after how many weeks that i wasnt able to update my blog, here i am now...I know it's been awhile and some of my regular visitors here are bragging me already to update this...

Christmas was not really outrageous, hahaha! but i was glad that I spent most of my time with family and with some friends. Something happened before and after Christmas (dont wanna go into details anymore).

I told myself not to tell it even sa blog.. i just dont want anyone or i guess, for HIM to read this.. i dont want him to have any idea of what is inside me or any reasons that might give him any clues because, i promised that i would nver talk to him nor communicate with him anymore... DEADMA na ako for the meantime... im not ready yet for any talks!...( hala! siguro, for my visitors, obviously you would think that something happened - and its pretty bad for me...)

and thank God that i was pre-occupied and got myself stucked sa work to atleast avoid his thoughts...hmp!...